Anyone gone threw this b-4? I feel I need it, even started one and got the hell out of there.
It scares the hell out of me… And I don’t know why. So thought I would ask for some experianced folks. Oh this is to help improve my flyfishing… I mean the way they talk and the grugs they put in you really made me worst than b-4. I could control my drinking to a large exstent b-4 hand, but now seem to want it all the time, and its seems it’s winning. Just thought I would ask. So any advice would be helpful from someone whos been there and got the T-shirt lol so to speak… Thank you Tim
Well gang my rides on the way, so I won’t be here for awhile… Gonna miss you all, (and the good flyfishing) thanks for the support. God speed to you all. I’m going back…
Tim
Stay busy Grubb. Do something with your hands… tie flies do wood work, anything to keep you busy and involved. Must be some guys with like interests who live nearby… It will be easier if you are not alone. ,… my father went thru this… so I know a little of what you are going thru.
.Good luck to you…Bob
My advise is hit your rehab running with a smile on your face because you now have been given a second chance… a true gift.
The drugs they give you are squat compared to the anesthesia you have been self prescribing. There will dark days and dark things uncovered but you must face up to the music you have been playing and take this opportunity to create a new vision of how you want to live. You will be free!
Not to do so will bring you and all those you love more pain than I can describe.
Grubb,
What Chris said. Hang in there and lean on your support group (like us). The fact that you are able to open up to us is a very, very big step. As mentioned keep yourself very buisy. The first steps are rough but it gets easier as you progress. Been there. Done that. You are in my prayers.
Grubb,
If you are serious about recovery go to some AA meetings and get a sponsor. It is very doubtful that you can do it alone. Your sponsor can help you decide whether or not you need to check in to treatment center.
Steve
“If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went”-Will Rogers
Tim,
You know you’re in my prayers buddy. After our talk last night, I could only hope you would check your email…I’m glad you did, & as you can see there ARE lots of great folks pulling & praying for you!
BTW, I am ELATED that you’re giving it another go!
GOD BLESS,
Mike
Harold & Chris…you two obviously said the right things, & he took them to heart. Good for you both!
Folks I tried, my step dad drove almost 3 hrs to take me to the Hospitail my Dr. told me to go too, Then They said we don’t have a detox here. They did test took bllod just likke the other 4. I lost my son yesterday, he’s going to live with his mom. Heck I don’t blame him. I can’t go to work today, even thought I got up and tried, I just can’t handle everything.
And yes i’m very much alone, I was in mgr. so was not aloud to socilize with employees. That left me and my son, and was doing well,ok for years, he didn’t want to leave. It’s just money is over tight and he an’t no dummy…lol So he meade a good 14 yr old dec. I could have stopped it but right now I think it’s the right place for him (I hope)…
Sorry to be so long winded,but even my step dad saw yesterday I was trying, and I guees the cards are stacked against me. I got Hospitail bands from 4 hospitails. I got rejected 3 times for dif. reasons. Now I’m at the point of what’s going on. And yes I guess I do have a drinking broblem. But I don’t think it’s me, I think it’s my DR’s for not knowing what he was doing. So today I may loose my job, cause I just could not do it, but yes I got beer and cigs and I know that will run out… Then Bottom, I don’t want to hit that anymore, the bottom… I’m tired… Thanks for all ya’lls’ care and concernern and if I may love, but I think this ship is going down…
Tim
Spelling and Grammar not subject to judgement…
Dang my spelling is earlly bad sorry…
PSSS.
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OK Hywel, what the hell am I supposed to do…
Thers nothting here but me and bills that will probaly overtake me… No body!!! Just me and bills and alkohole…???
I thinkkIlosot my job today, I knnow I lost my son. today, Which might not be a bad thing ,(except to me) but what the heck should I do… Many of yuo others have beeen here b-4 so OI’m gonnna wait for yuor anserw…
Tim
pss" DAM tIM LEARN HOWE TO SPELL…LOL
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Go to the next AA meeting. Ask then how to get help.
Call the Police, ask them who to call.
Call Social Services.
Walk into any local church/temple/mosque and ask for help.
Not a solution… Doing nothing.
I don’t care whose fault your alcoholism is. The issue is that you got that disease and you have to get rid of it.
Your son moved out, but you did not loose him. He will be your son and you still have opportunity to make things right with yourself and with him.
Go for it. I know that there are many here who are rooting for you to succeed. We all have personal stories, some of success and some of loss. We hope and want you to beat this one.
DO SOMETHING!! Take a first step! Come on, Tim! We haven’t given up on you, don’t give up on yourself. If the doctor you have now isn’t helping, find one who will.
I mean the way they talk and the grugs they put in you really made me worst than b-4. I could control my drinking to a large exstent b-4 hand, but now seem to want it all the time, and its seems it’s winning. Just thought I would ask. So any advice would be helpful from someone whos been there and got the T-shirt lol so to speak… Thank you Tim
