My wife recently did an inventory of old
photographs, a Herculean task involving
thousands of pictures taken over the past
25 years. She segregated the fishing photos,
thinking that I might want to keep these
in a separate album, and I was struck by
what a tiny fraction these were of the total
number of photos, especially considering that
I fish close to 100 times per year.
The reason there aren't many photos is, obviously,
I don't take many. I usually fish alone, and
though I have a waterproof camera I stopped
carrying it during one of my minimalist phases
when I realized I just didn't use it often
enough to justify lugging it along. Photos
of spectacular sunsets or sunrises never come
out even remotely as vivid as the real thing,
and it is difficult to photograph you and your
prized catch when you are in the habit of fishing
alone and there is no one there to snap the picture.

But, though few, the photos are much greater than
the sum of their subjects, and clear in each picture
is the specter of a life time of fishing. The oldest
is of me in my late teens, holding a nice sized
weak fish taken in my dad's boat, 'The Hooligan,'
off the coast of Atlantic City, long before age
and two bouts with lung cancer caused him to sell
the boat and give up fishing. Just a glance at
the photo and I can recall how my dad and I would
fish at every opportunity and how I learned from
him a love of the outdoors, the ocean, and fishing.
There is another Jersey photo of me with a big blue,
and while it was taken over 25 years ago I can
remember that it was the only fish taken on that
excursion, rare in those days off of the Jersey
coast where we'd hit schools of marauding blues
and take one on every cast, each weighing over
10 pounds.
There are a number of pictures from my trouting
days, when, with a new fly rod that was a birthday
present, I'd spend every weekend stalking oncorhynchus
mykiss, salvelinus fontinalis and salmo
trutta in the local streams and rivers.
One brings to mind a time when, on a hunch, I
whipped up two soft hackled wet flies of my own
design for a good friend and me, and we each took
six trout from a small bridge pool on the Ipswich
River, exceptional fishing for this area, and, more
importantly, affirmation that I was finally getting
the hang of this arcane sport.

And there's photos of friends; Jim fishing off
of Gloucester, precariously perched on rocks,
his feet covered by the wash; my best friend,
Dick Brisbois, holding a beautiful rainbow
trout he took at the Cold River Pool on the
Deerfield, when, with no fish biting, he acted
on a hunch and fished a dry fly pattern on a
sinking line and took three nice trout while
the rest of us went fishless; Mike Tolvanen,
maybe the best fisherman I've ever known,
holding a trophy striper taken at dawn on a
September morning when the laughing was as
good as the fishing. There are a few photos
of this year's Eagle Hill River Striped Bass
Fly Fishing Derby, a gag tournament I host
every year as an excuse to drink and fish
and lie about it afterward, and if you look
closely you can see Glenn, the winner, proudly
clutching "The Golden Cup," an athletic cup
painted gold and mounted on a block of oak
which was the prize given for the largest
linesider.

By far my favorite, though, is one of my two
sons taken the summer after I had bought them
each fly rods for Christmas. They are standing
waist deep in the river, proudly displaying
their catch, and I would need a telephoto lens
to highlight the tiny pan fish on the end of
the line, but a wide-angle lens to capture the
grins on their faces. Looking at this image
it is easy to remember those days on the river
when casting lessons ended with the first
bullfrog sighting, and we would spend much
more time swimming and chasing critters than
fishing.
"God gave us our memories so that we might have
roses in December," observed J.M. Barrie, and I
realize that, while priceless, I can't just put
these photos in an album and lock them away in
a vault for another 20 years. I've selected a
few to laminate and use as bookmarks, and, now,
at the beginning and end of reading recesses,
I glance at the photo and am flooded with warm
feelings. They not only mark the pages of my
books, but mark the pages of my life as well,
and assure that I don't lose my place in either.

~ Dave
About Dave:
Dave Micus lives in Ipswich, Massachusetts. He is an
avid striped bass fly fisherman, writer and instructor.
He writes a fly fishing column for the Port City Planet
newspaper of Newburyport, MA (home of Plum Island and Joppa Flats)
and teaches a fly fishing course at Boston University.
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