Chris,
Your fortunate to own waders because your going to have to wade a river of B.S. on your way to being an Adult. FACE the FACTS!!! Your NOT NORMAL!!!! Your as Sick as the Rest of US!!!
Jack Hise is probably the ONLY Warm & Fuzzy Fly Fisherman I know.
Chris, Some Good Advice.....Talk to Many......Trust a FEW! and if anyone tries to hurt you......KICK them in the Groin...They will then change their Focus.
Don't trust people that smile a lot. There are creeps out in the world that want desperately to be your friend with hidden motives.
Doug