August 13th, 2007

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Reel Recovery
By Dan (Grizzly Wulff) Sedergren, Nevada

"When life hands you a lemon, make lemonade." For eleven men who gathered in Markleeville California in late July, their lemonade was fly-fishing. They'd come from Arizona, California, and Nevada to spend two and a half days along the eastern slope of the Sierra at the Creekside Lodge, and to fish the private waters of the Pleasant Valley Fly Fishing Preserve. They didn't know each other, most had never held a fly rod, but they all had one thing in common; they were cancer survivors.

This was the seventh of fifteen retreats scheduled in 2007 across the United States by Reel Recovery, a program for men dealing with cancer. Started in 2003 by a group of Colorado fly-fishers who were inspired by a friend's on-going battle with brain cancer, the organizations mission is to help men in the cancer recovery process by introducing them to the healing powers of fly-fishing. The retreats also provide a safe, supportive environment for men to explore their personal experiences with cancer with others who share their stories. Offered at no cost to the participants, retreats are lead by professional councilors and facilitators, as well as experienced fly-fishing instructors.

Volunteers from High Sierra Fly Casters of Gardnerville, Nevada supported the Markleeville retreat, acting as "fishing buddies." During the two days spent on the water, the volunteers provided instruction, acted as guides, and engaged the participants in conversation about their cancer.

While the participants were enjoying their breakfast in Markleeville, the volunteers gathered early at Pleasant Valley, a 900-acre preserve with over three miles of mountain streams populated with trophy-sized Rainbow trout. The first order of the day was to load up coolers with water and sports drinks, and then transfers them to ATVs and distribute them along the stream. Eleven fly rods provided by Reel Recovery were rigged and set out along with fishing vests for use by the participants. Signed and dated by previous retreat participants, the vests serve as a reminder that others have been where the participants are now and also serve as a memorial to many who are no longer with us.

With the logistics taken care of, we volunteers gathered for a briefing by Reel Recovery staff members. They pointed out that cancer is not a communicable disease, safety for the participants was stressed, and action plans in the event of a problem were discussed. Our job would be to provide whatever kind of instruction our partner desired. We could teach them how to cast, show them fish and where to put the fly, how to wade safely, or simply offer a steadying hand. Just as importantly, we were encouraged to talk to them about their experience with cancer.

Now here's a newsflash for you, most men don't talk about their problems. Instead, we internalize them and become withdrawn and isolated from the people most able to give us support, our family, and friends. In contrast, the retreat encourages the participants to open up, and engage in what Reel Recovery refers to as "courageous conversations," to talk candidly about their fears, frustrations, and anger with others who share the same experience. Each evening participants and facilitators gathered to share their stories and to discuss the various support organizations and resources available to men in their situations.

At nine-thirty Thursday morning, the participants arrived and were introduced to their fishing buddies. We distributed the vests, and each participant picked up a fly rod. Next came a half hour of basic casting instruction (getting eleven men to pay attention and follow directions is very similar to herding cats with about the same results), and then the group gathered for a photo before heading out for the stream.

The first morning I paired up with Phil, a retiree from California, who was in remission with Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma. As we hiked up the trail we engaged in some small talk, and I pointed out a couple of 20 inch plus Rainbows holding behind a beaver pond in some clear, quiet water. There was no way to get to them without spooking them into the next county so we passed them by.

Entering the stream above the beaver pond I had Phil make some practice casts. As an experienced spin fisherman, Phil was having trouble with the concept of casting a fly; he rushed the back cast and couldn't seem to get the hang of stopping the forward cast resulting in a pile of fly line and leader about 10 feet in front of him on the water.

After a few frustrating minutes, I walked to the bank and picked up a stick about three feet long. I handed the stick to Phil and took his rod. "Imagine that there's a rotten apple on the end of the stick and standing thirty feet away from you is the one kid in school that you really disliked. Now throw that apple at him by launching it from the end of the stick." He quickly grasped the concept, and when I handed him the rod back he began laying out some respectable 30 foot casts. Next, we covered roll casting and then set off up stream in search of fish.

Later in the morning, we took a rest break along the bank, had some water, and talked about his cancer. "You know what the worst two words are you can hear in a sentence?" he asked, "Your name and cancer." He went on to talk about how cancer had changed his life, and the new perspective that it brought. Things that had once occupied his time and filled his days no longer seemed to be important. Instead, his priorities had changed and he was living life differently; other participants expressed similar comments.

I wish I could say that Phil caught and released numerous fish while he was with me, but it wasn't to be. He did however land a fish later that afternoon with another buddy.

Fish were caught and released during the two days, and everyone got into at least one fish, some of them trophy size. By the closing ceremony the second day most of the participants had decided to continue with fly-fishing and building on what they had learned. To help with that, one of the manufacturers who support Reel Recovery offers a 40% discount on the purchases of waders, vests, reels, and rods to retreat attendees.

During the closing ceremony, participants had a chance to share what they were taking away with them, and their feelings about the experience. There were some tears and plenty of choked up voices; believe me when I say the tears weren't limited to the participants. As a final reminder of the retreat, each participant received a fly box stocked with flies indigenous to the local area.

Some comments by current and previous participants:

"I shared things with this group that I haven't been able to share with life-long friends."

"I discovered that while fly-fishing, I was in another place. In this place there was no cancer, no pain, and no fear."

"Before this retreat, I wasn't sure what to do with my life and was going through the motions. Now, I am ready to take the next step: recovery."

"Thank you for helping me see there's a light at the end of this tunnel. This retreat was so much more than fishing; this was a life changing experience. I will never forget these few days."

If you would like to know more about Reel Recovery, upcoming retreats, how to volunteer in your area, or how to register someone you know as a participant checkout the Reel Recovery web site at ~ Dan Sedergren

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