Neil,

She has lived a great life and influenced untold thousands of fly fishers world wide. That is more than most people get to do.
While it was not unexpected, it is still difficult. They say time will heal but most important, keep the good memories with you.
Think back on pleasant thoughts, the great times you had together, the streams, rivers and lakes you have fished.
Thoughts like that keep us going, and allow us to accept the loss of a loved one.

Larry ---sagefisher---