Well it has finally happened I put in some job apps a month ago on line. figured nothing was going to happen after all this time so I just decided to stay where I am no matter how unhappy I am. I have been on phone interviews all day this morning at every place I applied. All seemed generally interested. I now have to put on the shirt and tie and sell myself again. At my age this is getting nerve racking. I sincerely hope I get the job I want. It will allow more free time better pay and as a rule better benifits with a good retirment package. The retirment package is important to me I already have 3 but I want more kinda greedy that way. It is so horrible that you work all your life and when it comes time to retire you make more money then when you worked. Also you die once you start making real money at retirment. That is not good LOL. Just nervous and rambling on. Thanks for reading this and JC for letting me post my nervousness