Jim, I don't know what to say to you to comfort you. But I'm about to go outside and have a conversation about this with God. He always seems to know exactly what I mean, even when my words don't come out right. I've been close enough to where you are with one of my kids to have a sense of what it is like for you now. The prayers from folks on this board helped my family then. I hope our prayers will help and comfort you now.

Brad