Grey Ghost I hope things are continuing onward and upward for you. It is ironic because I haven't been on this site since Nov 18th because I had to have prostrate cancer surgery that day and have just gotten back to work and this was the first post that I opened. One thing I am sure that you have discovered as I have, that this really does seem to be much harder on the family and dear friend than it is on us. We know that we have lived and loved people and places but it is still hard to let go, but we know we can if we must. Once we are gone it is all those other people that we love that must try to get along day to day with out us, so please let them know that things are ok and that you are at peace if you have arrived there. Here is to your future where ever it is and don't count yourself out just yet because that list isn't empty yet. Keep on keepin on!!