that i talked nighthawk into coming back. i fear it caused him more pain than anything. think he knows who his real friends are too. the last couple of days have been brutal for him with thyroid, diabetes and all. i just checked his public profile. yeah i read profiles.

amy says he is in severe pain and i see his car in the drive today. i know he is very depressed and also says and i quote, " i miss my old faol". i think it is due to his illness but i wish i didn't talk him into coming back. too much too soon.