My good friend bob is in the hospital with problems and a lot of them. He has diabetis and has been down for 15 years trying to keep from loosing his toes. Today he was told he would be on dialisis for the rest of his life. He has chosen not to do that and was told within 30 days he will be dead. I just don't understand. I really want to yell at him and say get off your *** and loose the toes heck loose a leg you will be alive to enjoy the artificial one. Go fishing on the days you don't have dialisis. you have a lovely wife who would give up her life to keep you alive why are you doing this. I don't say anything except I am there for you when you need me. I don't know wether to punch someone out or just cry. thanks for listnening