Cause I found it hard!!!! No, impossible. My attempt, 5th or 6th, still turned out terrible

I'm not looking for total perfection. But something that looks half decent at least haha. I used deer tail, since I have no bucktail, and chain bead eyes, and I have no clear mono thread. But, I was looking for the nice, neat cone head. And the overall look with the top and bottom, which I didn't get. Not sure if it's my wraps, my proportions of hair. I dunno. I really wanna learn this pattern though

The good thing is, I didn't crowd the eye too much this tie like I usually do



Criticism, please!

Thanks,
Shane