I am in much the same place. The lung issues have grounded me pretty effectively. I can go shore or bank fishing if I can get someone to come along and baby sit but I don't last long. Building rods and tying Bergman style flies is my outlet for now.
Doom and Gloom? You bet! This ticks me off! I quit smoking years ago. I wasn't supposed to get lung cancer let alone the cancer paired with emphysema. I might have to live with this, but I do NOT have to like it anymore than Nighthawk has to like his situation.