Same with me- When I learned to tie, I didn't have anyone teach me there was supposedly a CORRECT direction to wrap. I can tell you that many thousands of fish didn't care which the hell way my thread was wrapped. I just whip finish in the same direction as my wraps. Never had an issue with it at all.
You're over-thinking this way too much.
I've tied at a few seminars where "instructors" have gotten quite agitated, insisting I'm "Doing it backwards!" even though my flies usually look better than most others.